21 dayZ can not come sooner went shopping today was walking I'n shops and then straight back out not interested .i. can't wait to be a normal person shopping I'n normal shops the countdown is on .i have 3 weeks I'm so lucky my 2 friends will be taking me to the hospital on the day my son is going to my dads I'm so. Lucky i have a strong support net work i can not wait to be free off this other person and be the real me . Thanks for listening