fab40
New Member
Hi,
Tomorrow is a new day and I am giving up smoking.. Horror I here you say Smoker and Fat!
The last time I lost a lot of weight was when I was 19, I lost 5 stone and even then felt I was too big. I was living on nothing and started smoking..
Now at 38 with many different diets and times of giving up the fags, I am now really trying to get my head and self prepared for my op on the 1st Sept.
first step is to stop smoking, with the aid of the patch and tomorrow is the first day.
I am scared that I am trying to change everything at once but also scared that I am going in for an operation and being a smoker is not good.
I have chosen to have a band because I want to feel fab by the time i am 40, I am 38. I have used food as somthing of a comfort, out of being bored and in some way like an addict, like the cigarettes too.
Taking a decision to have an operation is a serious choice but the hardest work is getting in the mental zone to make the band work and starting to live a healthy lifestyle with out foods that do nothing for me and smoking that is only going to kill me too..
I really want to be a healthy person that likes doing exersise that makes sensible food options and eats sensible portions and feels full.
So the journey starts...
Hope everyone else is doing well and glad to have all of your company on this journey.
Jane xx
Tomorrow is a new day and I am giving up smoking.. Horror I here you say Smoker and Fat!
The last time I lost a lot of weight was when I was 19, I lost 5 stone and even then felt I was too big. I was living on nothing and started smoking..
Now at 38 with many different diets and times of giving up the fags, I am now really trying to get my head and self prepared for my op on the 1st Sept.
first step is to stop smoking, with the aid of the patch and tomorrow is the first day.
I am scared that I am trying to change everything at once but also scared that I am going in for an operation and being a smoker is not good.
I have chosen to have a band because I want to feel fab by the time i am 40, I am 38. I have used food as somthing of a comfort, out of being bored and in some way like an addict, like the cigarettes too.
Taking a decision to have an operation is a serious choice but the hardest work is getting in the mental zone to make the band work and starting to live a healthy lifestyle with out foods that do nothing for me and smoking that is only going to kill me too..
I really want to be a healthy person that likes doing exersise that makes sensible food options and eats sensible portions and feels full.
So the journey starts...
Hope everyone else is doing well and glad to have all of your company on this journey.
Jane xx