As you all know my journey hasn't been an easy one , had a stretch done two weeks ago , but I am having trouble adjusting and eating again , it's like I have hit a brick wall , my body says eat , but my mind says NO !! .. when I go shopping I find myself looking at the calorie content !! .. Which , yes I can hear you all screaming NO !!, but my mind can not get past this .. I have a fantastic bunch of colleagues who are aware of my eating problem, but I know they all mean well because I live on my own, but every time I start a shift I am bombarded with " have you eaten anything ? , what are you going to eat ? , eat this , make sure you get something !...
But like I said to my bariatric dietician.. From the outside it is so easy to say these things, i would probably find myself saying them as well to someone in my position, but what I am trying to get across is they don't know, and can't see what is going off in my head !!..
The dietician is putting me through on an urgent appointment to see a psychologist and to try and sort things out.
But like I said to my bariatric dietician.. From the outside it is so easy to say these things, i would probably find myself saying them as well to someone in my position, but what I am trying to get across is they don't know, and can't see what is going off in my head !!..
The dietician is putting me through on an urgent appointment to see a psychologist and to try and sort things out.
