The pre op diet or the designed one for lower weights?
Have you had surgery then babe? Or looking ? Booked etc?
You sound similar to me, have to exercise to keep weight down but it's gotten to an unmanageable stage, I mean for me I'm so depressed at the moment, I feel so hopeless, like this is my life and when I'm "on it" I'm "on it " and then ill got put all the weight back on and bam off she goes again into 2015 and beyond doing the same till I eventually end up in a box! ...lol
Its time for me now, enough's enough, I need to get busy living not dying' xx