BEEN IN HIDING.......

[laurajlucy]

Hey all x
Not been on for a while, actually ive been sneaking peeks but did not feel the right to post as i fell off the wagon in a big way!!
I have eaten like you would not believe for the last 9 days or so.
Feel i had my reasons but i need bto learn not to use these as excuses anymore.
Daft really as i know you bunch are a great form or support but i had a lot of bother relationship wise and did not want to come across as a sap.
But alas im back with full on motivation (just watched an episode of 'The biggest loser usa') which always spurs me on!
Needless to say i have lost nowt but somehow i have not gained either
I have to date lost 10lb and my target for appointment in Oct was 8lb. I aim to shift a stone and a half to give myself leway over xmas!
Hope you are all well xxxxx

 

[Chuffy_29]

No shame there. A full and frank admission and you should feel clear. Biggest loser is quite inspiring, well done for moving forward

 

[laurajlucy]

Thank hunni. Only started watching it from season 7 and i was soooo in awe. Id love to be able to exercise like that and every time i watch i feel like running. If only!!!!
I suffered from a dislodged pelvis during my last pregnancy and due to the amount od weight i am carrying now it has come back with a vengence!!! :cry::cry:
I feel like an old woman (im 28), hobbling round and can't even lift my 3 yr old daughter up...the shame!! Im back and forth to my doc at the mo with numerous ailments and whilst he is a fantastic support, all he can really offer bar stoooopid tablets is the fact that once the weight has gone so will everything else!! Great news if i was anywhere near that or even had an idea. I can handle fumbling around the house but i start back at uni in a couple of weeks and it is sooo frustrating. Im one of the youngest on my course but i cry trying to keep up with them:cry::cry::cry:
The light is at the end of the tunnel but i wish i could click my fingers and be day one post op. I don't want to be slim in an instance as i want to relish the journey.
rable over...till the next time.... and thanks again xxxxx

 

[laurajlucy]

Sorry for the shocking spelling!!! Typos i swear lol. xx

 

[yorkshirelass74]

Hiya
dont be ashamed, its called being human, and if you could diet without falling off the wagon, then you wouldnt be on here, get up, dust yourself off, and jump back on, you can do it hun
xxxx

 

[keeley86]

these are my thaughts exactly - i know how you feel luv.... i fell of the wagon big time and put on a few pounds over the last few weeks, 3 weeks today i go back to derby hospital and the surgeon said if all is well he will put me straight on the list so now im in panick mode "wot if i get there and he says i havent done enough???" so i got on the scales today and im still 2lb less than what i was on the hospital scales so atleast im not heavier but that still isnt good enough.
ive been and baught a few cans of slim fast and im going to stick to it religously now in the hope that all is saved - i think reading on this site helps you stick to your diet doesnt it because i have been cuming on the last few days and its got me back into it where as b4 i just couldnt get into it.

diet and exercise here i come! im hoping to have a massive weight loss by the time the 23rd comes along! .... wish me luck! and i hope you do really well on your diet xxx

 

[laurajlucy]

Best of luck hunni xxxxxxx

 

[Grace]

Hi Kellie
I just want to say well done because it takes a lot of courage to admit it when you've 'messed up'.
But It is just a temporary blip and if you can see it that way (and it looks like you can) then you can beat this thing.
Just keep on keeping on, and know we're all for you and want to give you all the support we can.
Hugs, Charis xxx

 

[dottychic]

Welcome back Kellie.....if you didnt mess up now and again you wouldnt be normal..........whatever normal is Good to see you back, knowing where you went wrong and ready to do good again x

 

[cherry]

hey sweetpea glad to see you back! your doing fab and have met your weightloss target toooo well done you xxx

 

[gaelic girl]

Welcome back Kellie and well done on being honest, as others have said its nothing to be ashamed of we can all relate to your post thats why we resorted to wls in the end. Congratulations on getting back on the band wagon and i just wanted to send you big hugs full of good luck x

 

[phatmomma]

Big Deal... So you're not perfect, welcome to my world

You have been very brave coming on here and admitting you did what we all do in times of emotional turmoil, you reached for an old friend. Good luck with losing what you need to get on the lists xxxx

 

[Chuffy_29]

I suffered from a dislodged pelvis during my last pregnancy and due to the amount od weight i am carrying now it has come back with a vengence!!! :cry::cry:
I feel like an old woman (im 28), hobbling round and can't even lift my 3 yr old daughter up...the shame!! Im back and forth to my doc at the mo with numerous ailments and whilst he is a fantastic support, all he can really offer bar stoooopid tablets is the fact that once the weight has gone so will everything else!! Great news if i was anywhere near that or even had an idea. I can handle fumbling around the house but i start back at uni in a couple of weeks and it is sooo frustrating. Im one of the youngest on my course but i cry trying to keep up with them:cry::cry::cry:
The light is at the end of the tunnel but i wish i could click my fingers and be day one post op. I don't want to be slim in an instance as i want to relish the journey.
rable over...till the next time.... and thanks again xxxxx

Kellie I totally understand i have a three year old (and another 2 one older, one younger) and i had pelvic trouble with all and mine has started to play up now i'm so heavy! I also go back to uni at the end of this month, as one of the youngest but luckily my course is mostly on line so it's ok. I work full time and am on the second floor, with no lifts...nearly does me in all the time!
It will all happen just have to try and be patient, venting on here is no bad thing

 

[Bev]

Hi Kellie,

Hoping the pressures are off you and you are able to focus on you!

I dread a spell like you have just had, since when I start to eat... it's hard to stop!

Keeley... I'm so glad you are getting into gear... I go to see Dr. Ammori on the 23rd September, we are both on the same day in different hospitals.

It's tough at times for us to keep our focus... but we haven't gone this far to do a U turn... so I'm waggling my toes and shaking a leg...

Loads of love and keep going forward! xxx

 

[laurajlucy]

Kellie I totally understand i have a three year old (and another 2 one older, one younger) and i had pelvic trouble with all and mine has started to play up now i'm so heavy! I also go back to uni at the end of this month, as one of the youngest but luckily my course is mostly on line so it's ok. I work full time and am on the second floor, with no lifts...nearly does me in all the time!
It will all happen just have to try and be patient, venting on here is no bad thing

Horrid isn't it!!!
I had a breeze of a pregnancy with my first daughter who is now 11. In fact the labour was alreet too and she has turned out bloody luvly!
Yet my second little angel gave me hell right through and hasn't changed!!!
What course are you doing at uni? Im doing community health which i hate telling people as they seem to take one loo at me at i can see they are thinking how the hell can i being doing that in the state im in!! Will have my degree by the time im 30 and hopefully the health to go with xxx

 

[Bev]

Thinking of you Laura and do hope you are feeling much better today precious.

Take good care xxx

 

[lotsabeefy]

Hey Kellie xx
None of us would be on here in the first place if it wasn't for our love of foods and lots of em.
No Shame there babe xx