Peterborough Guy
Luton and Dunstable
I like probably most of us for a long time, have been battling with my weight and failed on every diet going, Weight Watchers, Slimming World, Cambridge Diet, Atkins etc etc.
And probably like me, everytime you failed, you just felt worthless and eat for your boredom and depression.
I have never felt myself as being medically depressed, but when I had my appointment with the shrink at L&D, she expressed that she was going to write to my doctor to ask for me to receive some counselling, and or medication for depression.
I walked out of there being depressed and upset, cause normally when I go and see a doctor, what ever the problem is they put it down to your weight. However today, I was going about my weight and they told me I was depressed.
Anyway, I got over that and I had to go and see my doctor, who I have to say is a very nice lady and talks to you as a person not as a number. She explained that she had received this letter and wanted to talk to me about it.
She got me to fill in a questionnaire and expressed that she would like to put me on some medication as a short term measure to give me a boost. She discussed that the journey I was taking with my weight loss surgery would also give me concerns and worries and this would help me to keep a balanced head a bit more.
Anyway reluctantly, I accepted the tablets and started taking them. I have only been on them for 4 weeks, but I feel so strong on my weight loss, I have got on the scales this morning and have loss 50 lb since the beginning of my journey and without seeming big headed, it seems to be dropping off at the moment.
I have had to make some new holes in my belt today and my shorts were falling down, and have ordered some smaller shirts.
The question behind all this is:
Do you think it might be the anti depressants that are making me stronger or the fact that I have the end goal in sight and I am trying my best to lose some more weight before surgery.
Dont get me wrong, I still have the tendencies to be naughty, but where before I could polish off a 12" pizza and still feel hungry, now I am asking for a fish and veg dinner or chicken salad etc.
I am just wondering if anyone else has had a experience like this?
Sorry to waffle on.
Gary x
And probably like me, everytime you failed, you just felt worthless and eat for your boredom and depression.
I have never felt myself as being medically depressed, but when I had my appointment with the shrink at L&D, she expressed that she was going to write to my doctor to ask for me to receive some counselling, and or medication for depression.
I walked out of there being depressed and upset, cause normally when I go and see a doctor, what ever the problem is they put it down to your weight. However today, I was going about my weight and they told me I was depressed.
Anyway, I got over that and I had to go and see my doctor, who I have to say is a very nice lady and talks to you as a person not as a number. She explained that she had received this letter and wanted to talk to me about it.
She got me to fill in a questionnaire and expressed that she would like to put me on some medication as a short term measure to give me a boost. She discussed that the journey I was taking with my weight loss surgery would also give me concerns and worries and this would help me to keep a balanced head a bit more.
Anyway reluctantly, I accepted the tablets and started taking them. I have only been on them for 4 weeks, but I feel so strong on my weight loss, I have got on the scales this morning and have loss 50 lb since the beginning of my journey and without seeming big headed, it seems to be dropping off at the moment.
I have had to make some new holes in my belt today and my shorts were falling down, and have ordered some smaller shirts.
The question behind all this is:
Do you think it might be the anti depressants that are making me stronger or the fact that I have the end goal in sight and I am trying my best to lose some more weight before surgery.
Dont get me wrong, I still have the tendencies to be naughty, but where before I could polish off a 12" pizza and still feel hungry, now I am asking for a fish and veg dinner or chicken salad etc.
I am just wondering if anyone else has had a experience like this?
Sorry to waffle on.
Gary x