Hi Caraline try not to get too disheartened, I have been there and it is not easy, just make yourself a tiny dumpling if you have to have one, if I have a tiny dumpling I have no potato so try and compensate that way. Just go back to the drawing board and start again plan your meals if you can so you know what you can have and try and stick to it. What are you doing in the morning I see you live at ferryhill any chance you can come to our coffeee n chat in darlington, we are meeting in cafe bar which is part of the Dolphin center in the market place next to the Hole in the Wall pub. 11am. Would be lovely to meet you should you be free to come and you will be able to see you are not alone in this quest to get your weight off, great opportunity to come and share our thoughts experiences and our fears. Post and pre oppers, sleevers, banders and bypassers and ballooners, attending. xx