Fill tomorrow at 11.15 and boy i cannot wait. I have put over a stone on since my de-fill in October and am mortified with myself - got that old feeling of self hatred back, none of the new clothes I bought when I hit my target fit me and I feel a bit of a failure. So I have proved to myself I have no control over my eating when given the choice and am angry with myself for being like that. Let's hope they give me enough of a fill to get this sodding weight back off again! Wish me luck!