Well...what I want to say is that 'I am a complete failure, I have let myself, my surgeon and my family down. I am embarrassed and ashamed'.
But, I am trying to be a little bit more positive....apart rom the obvious 'gene' issue, ;-) my pouch has stretched. I had a barium and it shows a bit more to the side of it...I sort of thought this had happened as I can eat so much more.
The stomach is an amazing thing, as we all know very stretchy....whilst this isn't crazy commen, it can happen. I had my surgery along time ago in 2008, and things change, in hindsight the bypass with a fobi, actually stops that stretching, but ut wasn't around when I had mine.
Please don't be put off, I lost an amazing amount ot weight, but have now gone up to 17 stone, and am just so so scared of getting as far as last time....hence the revision, I am desperate to regain control!
Thanks for all your good wishes, terribly scared of failing the band, as I feel this is last chance saloon for me.....but I have to do something....xx