VikiB
New Member
I thought since my other thread is all about me moaning and feeling sorry for myself I would tell everyone that I am feeling much better now. I have had a few really good days foodwise...with no nausea or sickness. I'm learning quickly how to be friends with my pouch I have been out in the world the last few days instead of drowning in sorrow inside and listening to music and singing (badly lol) and dancing (even more badly lol) but feeling in a groovy sort of mood Went to a shop I used to work in before I got so ill and a woman who used to be my supervisor said I was looking gorgeous and should be proud of myself...said she had to do a double-take to recognise me!!! Result!!! I'm looked in the mirror and saw this beautiful woman staring back at me, the sad eyes are going away and a smile is replacing the constant frown that used to be glued to that face. I looked at pretty clothes in a normal store and for once they had my current size. I didn't buy anything of course because I'm too cheap to pay £20 for a pair of jeans that won't fit me next month lol. Life is good, things could be so much worse, summer is coming, I'm getting smaller and have more energy and for the first time in a long time I am making plans to do things. I'm not even bothered if I have to do them alone (without my husband who will soon be just a memory) I'm sure I have friends who will join me in fun things or I'm absolutely sure the things I want to do will feel amazing if I just do them...alone or not. Anyway just thought something happy from me might be appealing so there you have it...having a great time at the moment Hope it continues.
Hope you all had a lovely day.
lots of love
Hope you all had a lovely day.
lots of love