mermaid2708
new year...new me!x
i have just booked my induction into the local gym and pool...they had a cancellation so im going on wednesday at 6.30pm......i thought there was a waiting list!!! i am really looking forward to it, but i am also scared that even though i know i am doing well and have lost weight, the people there will take one look at me and just think...fat cow. it all comes from the way i was treated in games lessons at school...always the last to be picked for a team or people sniggering behind my back. i know that was 20 odd years ago but its still a big thing to me. oh well, i'll let you know how i get on...