morning all.here I am again.the moaner.i have found I am holding myself far too tense when I eat.so I need to start and realax and do just as you all said.im concentrating too much on food.i will speak to my consultant on Wednesday.i need too I am on antibiotics I have that hospital bug.c.diff.there is long word for it.im just feeling rubbish again at the min.but just have to get on with it.we have to chew chew chew food.but some of the medication well.im getting it stuck.i did ask but some of them we cant crush or split.so we just have to put up with the pain.i must admit.i have rummaged thru my clothes and I have found a few bits that I havnt had on for ages.dont really want to treat myself yet.i am having my hair cut and nail.i do hope you are all well.my nurse is going to discharge me on Thursday.so up up up.take care all soohoo