Rozzie
New Member
Well my pre op assessment went well and I am cleared to have the op on the 30th January.
Today is the first day of the milk diet - 6 hrs in and I am already sick of milk!
Currently sitting here trying to face the Bovril.
One thing that is helping is the fear of being rejected for surgery on the day.
I cant believe I am already struggling but I am sure I will get into a routine. I believe that there is some reverse psychology going on and I am just rebelling against the fact that I cant have what I want!. Having exactly what I wanted to eat for years is what got me here so this resistance has to be met face on!
I am using this experience to get to know myself better and the mental side of this is most of the battle.
Today is the first day of the milk diet - 6 hrs in and I am already sick of milk!
Currently sitting here trying to face the Bovril.
One thing that is helping is the fear of being rejected for surgery on the day.
I cant believe I am already struggling but I am sure I will get into a routine. I believe that there is some reverse psychology going on and I am just rebelling against the fact that I cant have what I want!. Having exactly what I wanted to eat for years is what got me here so this resistance has to be met face on!
I am using this experience to get to know myself better and the mental side of this is most of the battle.