fatbutnot4eva
Loves her gorgeous family
Hi
well I have my repeat sleep apnea later today I am hoping it wont have delayed my op.
However I decided to stop xenical 1 week ago as I was just so fed up of it, all you who have been on it wont need me to explain !!!
well this morning it was pooring down so I grabbed my jeans from teh wardrobe, rather than my thinner trousers and put them on well bloody hell they were so tight. I weighed myself at my mums and 7.5 lb I have put on since I was weighed on teh 13th of August !!! gutted is an understatement BUT I am not really suprised, I stopped teh gym due to poorly kids, no motivaion and teh fact lots of new thin people have started at the gym alot of mums from school and they look at me like haha fatty ! (thats not what they say just how I feel) I have just done normal nice things, out for days, burger here, out to birthday parties butty here, crisp there.
well I cant do gym tomorrow as i am taking my sleep thingy back but I will be there thursday and friday and 3 times next week. I need to get myself into gear for this op.
I just cant believe how easy it is to slip in to old habits in a short space of time and put so much weight back on after all the hard work to get it off.
sorry this is just a moan just needed to write it down and kick my own backside.
x
Helen
well I have my repeat sleep apnea later today I am hoping it wont have delayed my op.
However I decided to stop xenical 1 week ago as I was just so fed up of it, all you who have been on it wont need me to explain !!!
well this morning it was pooring down so I grabbed my jeans from teh wardrobe, rather than my thinner trousers and put them on well bloody hell they were so tight. I weighed myself at my mums and 7.5 lb I have put on since I was weighed on teh 13th of August !!! gutted is an understatement BUT I am not really suprised, I stopped teh gym due to poorly kids, no motivaion and teh fact lots of new thin people have started at the gym alot of mums from school and they look at me like haha fatty ! (thats not what they say just how I feel) I have just done normal nice things, out for days, burger here, out to birthday parties butty here, crisp there.
well I cant do gym tomorrow as i am taking my sleep thingy back but I will be there thursday and friday and 3 times next week. I need to get myself into gear for this op.
I just cant believe how easy it is to slip in to old habits in a short space of time and put so much weight back on after all the hard work to get it off.
sorry this is just a moan just needed to write it down and kick my own backside.
x
Helen