Hi Mandy, from what you write on Mini's I gather your mood can be pretty fragile a lot of the time - have you seen your Doc about this - maybe s/he could refer you for counselling/psych or something like that? x[/QUOTE its prob cos ive had a rough year really. hubby leaving after 15yrs and the flipping stones are making me feel so sick. once thurs here ill be better cos its silly but it will be october and will feel more real. xxx