Haven't been on for a while, been battling my inner demons as after surgery particularly through the mushy purée stage I thought I'd made a big mistake. I thought that I'd lost part of who I am as I couldn't eat anything, everything made me feel sick and my best friend kept calling me a ***** cause I was getting smaller every time she saw me. I'm sure she didn't mean it how I took it but like I said I was battling demons.
Now 4 months on I've lost 7 stone bought a size 12 top yesterday and a playsuit from River Island.
Stone the bloody crows I cannot believe it. My surgeon is amazed as I'm only 6kgs off my target weight and I've never been happier. I'm buying beautiful clothes that represent the 30 I am not 45 odd, I'm loving the heat and not sweating to death, I'm off my blood pressure pills and I'm living life!!!! I'm even finally eating somewhat normal food. I feel like I've been born again and am soo lucky that I got this chance before all these nasty budget cuts came in.
One thing that is a bit annoying is that although I was big before I was solid and didn't shake when I walked now I'm small and wobbly I think I'm gonna have to up my game at the gym!!!
Anyone who is in two minds take the plunge it's the best thing I ever did!!!! Sometimes it's hard bit whether the demons ride the storm and embrace the new you!!!!
Now 4 months on I've lost 7 stone bought a size 12 top yesterday and a playsuit from River Island.
Stone the bloody crows I cannot believe it. My surgeon is amazed as I'm only 6kgs off my target weight and I've never been happier. I'm buying beautiful clothes that represent the 30 I am not 45 odd, I'm loving the heat and not sweating to death, I'm off my blood pressure pills and I'm living life!!!! I'm even finally eating somewhat normal food. I feel like I've been born again and am soo lucky that I got this chance before all these nasty budget cuts came in.
One thing that is a bit annoying is that although I was big before I was solid and didn't shake when I walked now I'm small and wobbly I think I'm gonna have to up my game at the gym!!!
Anyone who is in two minds take the plunge it's the best thing I ever did!!!! Sometimes it's hard bit whether the demons ride the storm and embrace the new you!!!!