Spreading a little happiness...

[StephieAck]

Happy Sunday all xxx
I hope you all dont mind, I just wanted to post a thread to spread a little of this happiness around, seriously feels like if I dont I might simply burst lol
Its a funny old thing because I hate that I have very little money, I cant buy gorgeous new clothes or the lovely bits of saucy lingerie that I want, I cant afford a lovely pair of knee length boots like I want and I wish I could have so much more than I can right now, but you know what...those things dont seem to be affecting my happiness right now...Im just so happy with life right now, Im healthy, slim (yes, I can finally comfortably call myself slim...who'd have thought!!! lol) and full of energy and just so damn happy. I cant totally explain why Im sooooo full of happiness right now, I seem to have had an injection of it lately, but whatever it is, Im enjoying it and just want to share some with you lovely people.
Have a happy Sunday all xxx
Mwah mwah mwah xx xx xx
Steph xx

 

[smilergem]

Awwww sweetheart, I am so pleased for you. I hope you have a wonderful day, and that the casserole went down well last night )))
You are so supportive to each and every one of us, and we thank you for that hun xxxxx

 

[LeicesterDucky]

what a lovely post ... long may your happiness continue, and I do hope it rubs off on the rest of us .. xx

 

[StephieAck]

Thank you guys xxx
Funny thing happened after I posted this thread...I was surfing Ebay for pyjamas and I have to look for a size 10 bottoms and size 12 top...well, calling myself slim and then looking at such tiny sizes made me have a bit of a freak out...I was on the verge of a panic attack and felt really sick, hubby looked at me all worried because I went so iffy lol He said "its taken you a year...youre freaking out after a year?" and I was like yeah, its only just truly hit me....OH....MY....GOD...Im slim...Im 'normal' and Im sooo happy...arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.....freakout...lol
Really silly I know but my tummy is doing mega huge flips lol
I hope someone understands why Im suddenly freaked out.
Steph xx

 

[marky0]

Ahhh you star Steph thats a lovely post made me smile on a wet dull Sunday afternoon xxxx

 

[StephieAck]

Im glad I could spread a little to you Marky
Steph xx

 

[sugga]

Stephie its not being silly at all, its just how you feel.

I can understand how the realisation would hit you like a bolt.

As i look at myself and how i feel at this moment in time i obviously cant understand how you must be feeling, but i read what you write and i feel the joy and happiness through you.

How amazing and wonderful for us to be given this chance stephie.

Enjoy it all,
Savour every minute of it,
Laugh,
Cry happy tears,

But most of all know that you have earned the right to feel as you do, and know one can take that away from you. xxxx

 

[StephieAck]

Aww thank you, what a lovely reply xxx
You will feel this too and it will be soooo well deserved xxx xxx
Steph xx

 

[lurve2laugh]

just reading your posts has made me feel happy i so cant wait to feel good and happy about myself. made up for you x

 

[StephieAck]

Is it any wonder that Im so happy with guys like you in my life xxx
Steph xx

 

[dottychic]

What a happy and inspiring post.......its so lovely in this day and age for you to say you are happy despite not being able to afford all the "THINGS" you would like....good for you hun and long may it continue XX

 

[StephieAck]

Those things would make me even happier but Ive never been the type to be made happy by 'things', Im made more happy by a good piece of music, a pretty picture or even someone throwing a passing smile at me as they pass by...silly things really but things that are so simple.
Steph xx

 

[Louanne79]

Steph,
Your posts have really motivated me this weekend - especially as it's been a bit of a low one for me.
Just reading about how happy you are now right now makes me so hopeful for the future.
It's made me think that once I get confirmation of my surgery, I'm going to make a list of all the things I want to achieve, and then make sure I do!!
Thank you.

 

[dottychic]

Im sure you wil too Lou Good luck hun XX

 

[Louanne79]

Im sure you wil too Lou Good luck hun XX

Aww, thanks hun! I love this forum - such wonderful people.

 

[StephieAck]

Yes Louanne, you will do them all and you will be fantastic...even more so than you already are xxx xxx
Steph xx

 

[Louanne79]

Yes Louanne, you will do them all and you will be fantastic...even more so than you already are xxx xxx
Steph xx

You'll have me in tears in a minute. In a good way though.

 

[StephieAck]

:grouphugg:
Steph xx