Its perfectly normal to feel like this, I even cried all the way down to theatre but all the staff were lovely and tried there best to reasure me I was doing the right thing.
Best bits - seeing the lbs drop off, learning I have got willpower! cause I've had some high sugar foods and so far not dumped on anything so havent got that as a deterent ha, Gaining my confidence back, looking forward to life and holidays with my 3 children.
bad bits - head hunger!!!! yip your head still wants crap shame they cant operate on ur head ha, hair loss although this is temporary and not noticeable to others I hope it stays this way but they reckon it only usually lasts around 3 mths.
I would probableys say ur kinda putting your life on hold for 3 mths???, cause at first ur scared to over do things case you cause damage, the eating stages arent the best and thats where the head hunger creeps in, your scared to eat anything when out case it causes dumping, takes time for your head to play catch up with whats happening to your body, but by the 3 month mark its clear and I'm more confident when eating out we have even been to an all you can eat buffet and I had plenty of chicken, with a small table spoon amount of rice and 4 chips with curry sauce over was lovely and I had half a small slice of choc cake for desert and I was full but didnt feel like it was a waste like I would of before op if I'd only ate that amount. This is only my experience and some may feel totally different. But now I dont crave sweets and chocolate like I used to they can infact be left in the living room from the kids and dont bother me 1 bit where as before op I would of ate them and replaced them so its been hard at times but its all good now!
sorry if I've waffled abit got carried away xx
