Jen1961
Is on her way!
Well I did it... today I bit the bullet and went swimming at my local pool.
I have been dreading it as I am so self concious. And now I am four stones down, I thought I didn't look as horrendous as I could have done in my cozzy. hehe!!
I got there at 9am after dropping my little lad off at school and saw there was only 4 people in the whole pool at that time. Great start I thought... I can do this.
I swam for 30 mins and I think I did 20 lengths in total. I was just about to get out when all these school children appeared and were sat on the edge of the pool watching me and this one other lady swim. OMG! I started to panic. I was sure there wouldn't be any children in at this time.. I hadn't accounted for school swimming lessons lol!!
Anyhow.. I got out... and walked brazingly past them into the changing rooms. I wasn't wearing my glasses so couldnt see who was looking at me.. so I just sucked it up and did it.
A small step but I feel great.
I am aiming to go twice a week to start with and see how it goes.. but now the first ordeal has been managed.. it should be a breeze from now on.. (I hope!!! )
I have been dreading it as I am so self concious. And now I am four stones down, I thought I didn't look as horrendous as I could have done in my cozzy. hehe!!
I got there at 9am after dropping my little lad off at school and saw there was only 4 people in the whole pool at that time. Great start I thought... I can do this.
I swam for 30 mins and I think I did 20 lengths in total. I was just about to get out when all these school children appeared and were sat on the edge of the pool watching me and this one other lady swim. OMG! I started to panic. I was sure there wouldn't be any children in at this time.. I hadn't accounted for school swimming lessons lol!!
Anyhow.. I got out... and walked brazingly past them into the changing rooms. I wasn't wearing my glasses so couldnt see who was looking at me.. so I just sucked it up and did it.
A small step but I feel great.
I am aiming to go twice a week to start with and see how it goes.. but now the first ordeal has been managed.. it should be a breeze from now on.. (I hope!!! )