Lyn8124
Journeying to the real me
I haven't been able to get online for a few weeks cos phone extension cable snapped. I'm at my parents' today and thought I'd update.
I quit smoking ten days ago and am on pre-op diet six days. The first day I was was meant to start I failed plus the day after and was cursing myself and having my first major wobble where I was gonna cancel the whole thing. Then suddenly I was feeling really positive and like I can do this lol. It really IS a rollercoaster ride!
For some reason I feel fatter today than before I started. I have stuck to my allowed foods 100% since Friday 23rd and havent had a fag since sun 18th! I am really proud of myself.
I fly to Leeds on Monday at 7am and I'll be having my pre-op tests then the operation transformation on Tues 3rd. Only 5 days to go and six til op. Hospital should be writing out this week with my admission details.
I am so relieved I have finally made a decision and I know I am doing the right thing. :bliss:
I quit smoking ten days ago and am on pre-op diet six days. The first day I was was meant to start I failed plus the day after and was cursing myself and having my first major wobble where I was gonna cancel the whole thing. Then suddenly I was feeling really positive and like I can do this lol. It really IS a rollercoaster ride!
For some reason I feel fatter today than before I started. I have stuck to my allowed foods 100% since Friday 23rd and havent had a fag since sun 18th! I am really proud of myself.
I fly to Leeds on Monday at 7am and I'll be having my pre-op tests then the operation transformation on Tues 3rd. Only 5 days to go and six til op. Hospital should be writing out this week with my admission details.
I am so relieved I have finally made a decision and I know I am doing the right thing. :bliss: