Hi Phat,Shel,fatg,charlie,slim,Watshea,
Thanks for remebering about it, had stupid thoughts and doubts last night........Maybe i could do this diet ,that L.L.again etc then knew its not possible for me without help and support.
Cant carry this weight,this anguish need this more than anything no matter what.
Got the house cleaned up cooked all meals,and got all my things should i be able to eat the soft mushy stuff.
So now just want to get it over with tommorrow,this time sat pm i hope to able to drink water if nothing else as so long as i can get fluid down will be great.
Thanks Watshea,good luck to you keep posting as i will do same as soon as able. Your stories are all inspiring so keep them up and we will reach our goals and dreams....
Ava