Well, I had a call at lunchtime to say that there was a cancellation on 30th April for a bypass ... did I want it? Well ... I jumped at it ... and now my head is in a total spin!!! Its 19 days away!!! :gen147:
Originally, back when I saw the consultant last October, I was told it was likely to be May/June ... then after Mr Kumar left the Trust in January, it was going to be put back for some months!!! And now ... 30th April!!!
Don't get me wrong, I have been waiting for this since my diabetic consultant and I discussed it back in 2008! But now its here, I have no idea how I feel!
A week on Monday I started the Harcombe diet, and have stuck to it religiously. I have lost 11lbs in 9 days ... and since Friday I have not wanted sweets, bread, cakes, etc. No ... perhaps thats wrong ... what I meant is that I have not CRAVED things with wheat and sugar. I'm actually feeling really well, my sugar levels are the lowest I can ever remember them, and I'm not bothered about picking/snacking! In fact at the weekend I told my other half that I had a feeling in my tummy that I thought was hunger ... I wasn't sure cos I don't think I have ever felt hunger!!! And at meal times I actually felt full ... and left food on my plate!!! Not a lot, admittedly, and to be honest, I still made sure I had the bits I really liked, leaving the bits I wasn't bothered about one way or the other!!
Now I am told to go on the pre op diet tomorrow. I am so tempted just to keep on this diet, after all it is low carb, and its the way I am going to eat after the op ... well, once I am allowed solids!!!
I had pretty much stayed away from this site for the last couple of months because it was easier to put it out of my mind rather than dwelling on it ... just popping on once or twice to see how others were doing or to find out more about Heartlands. Now I think I am going to need all the support I can get!!
Anyway, just thought I would share my situation ... and welcome anyone's thoughts and comments ... cos each and every one of us on this forum have similar problems, whether watching, waiting, pre-op or post-op!!
Love & hugs
Originally, back when I saw the consultant last October, I was told it was likely to be May/June ... then after Mr Kumar left the Trust in January, it was going to be put back for some months!!! And now ... 30th April!!!
Don't get me wrong, I have been waiting for this since my diabetic consultant and I discussed it back in 2008! But now its here, I have no idea how I feel!
A week on Monday I started the Harcombe diet, and have stuck to it religiously. I have lost 11lbs in 9 days ... and since Friday I have not wanted sweets, bread, cakes, etc. No ... perhaps thats wrong ... what I meant is that I have not CRAVED things with wheat and sugar. I'm actually feeling really well, my sugar levels are the lowest I can ever remember them, and I'm not bothered about picking/snacking! In fact at the weekend I told my other half that I had a feeling in my tummy that I thought was hunger ... I wasn't sure cos I don't think I have ever felt hunger!!! And at meal times I actually felt full ... and left food on my plate!!! Not a lot, admittedly, and to be honest, I still made sure I had the bits I really liked, leaving the bits I wasn't bothered about one way or the other!!
Now I am told to go on the pre op diet tomorrow. I am so tempted just to keep on this diet, after all it is low carb, and its the way I am going to eat after the op ... well, once I am allowed solids!!!
I had pretty much stayed away from this site for the last couple of months because it was easier to put it out of my mind rather than dwelling on it ... just popping on once or twice to see how others were doing or to find out more about Heartlands. Now I think I am going to need all the support I can get!!
Anyway, just thought I would share my situation ... and welcome anyone's thoughts and comments ... cos each and every one of us on this forum have similar problems, whether watching, waiting, pre-op or post-op!!
Love & hugs