Thanks Ange,Newcy, and Gaynor you are all so encouraging.
To be honest i was glad to get to bed yesterday, and i do feel more relaxed now.
Its not just the date that upset me, it was also all the other things to like arrangements for the children ect...............my daughter was booking time of work to stay at mine with the kids, and what with trying to tell my mum who has alziemers that i wouldnt be able to take her shopping for a couple of weeks and sort out arrangements for someone else to do it ect.
Its certainly worked out for the best now, i just feel a lot more relaxed, thank goodness lol xxxx