hmmm I dont think I can wait weeks...the porridge now hurts!
When im drinking tea its coming up my throat, and im sipping small amounts.
I know I need a de-fill. I called and spoke to my specialist nurse who discussed it all with me. She asked me what i'd tried etc, how the pain was, and we decided its probably better to go in for a de-fill as soon as possible (this being Thursday that we discussed this). But I had camping booked for the weekend. I really couldnt cancel, So I coped as best I could.
Took clear soups, eggs, salad, hot dogs, sausages, porridge, casseroles, loads of things I could eat before this second fill, to try and see....But everything hurt apart from the soup. I got to a point of not wanting to eat as I was not looking forward to the pain. And I dont want to live like this.
I was happy at the first fill of 3.5ml, and everyone at my hospital was happy with my progress of losing weight in the few months of this fill, I had some restrictions on foods, and portion sizes, but wasnt crucified like I am now by pain and not being able to eat anything!!
So after a long think and discussing it with the hospital Im hopefully getting de-filled tomorrow to where I was, or a tiny bit more, bit 4.5ml is too much for me right now.