Roch
Shrinking away nicely :)
Hi all, just wanted to wish everyone here a happy and healthy new year and i hope 2010 is a fab year for you and your families and all ur dreams come true.
4 me this will be the last new year i will be "super morbidly obese :cry::cry:" as my surgery is 8 weeks on Tuesday
and new years 2010 well i have no idea where i will be or what i will be doing, but one thing i know for sure is that i wont be "super morbidly obese, or morbidly obese or even obese " i will be Roch and for the first time since i was 3 yrs old people will notice me for me and not because i am either the fattest child or fattest adult in the room.
No more will people be telling me " oh Rochelle u have such a pretty face if only you would lose weight you would be so beautiful :cry::cry::cry:"
I so look forward to the time where i can just mingle and be lost in the crowd and not stand out as am the biggest person, i so look forward to the time where i can just jump in my car and go out and not have to worry is their a disabled parking space outside, and are the seats big enough and strong enough for me so i dont embarrass myself and either get stuck or break the chair , i so look forward to doing the things that average weight people take for granted every day in their lives and never have to think bout b4 they do it, i so look forward to the day i am free of pain and my brain is not fuzzed up on such strong medication that i forget my words, peoples names and what i was going to say.
These are just a few of the things that are going to be so different in my life by new years 2010 and i cant wait till then, thinking bout those things send shivers down me as it excites me and for the first time in so many years i have something to hold on to emotionally to keep me going as i know for sure that this year will be the last year i will ever be like this and for the first time in many years i can actually believe that " the world is my oyster and my new life is out there just waiting for me to reach out and grab it and i cant wait "
Am sure you can all relate to my post whether u have 8 stone to lose or 18 stone to lose, wls is the best present anyone could ever give me and i count down the days till my surgery and to the start of my new and fab life !!
Ty for taking the time to read this sorry it was a bit emotional hope u all have a fab night. For the first time in many years i wont be spending in in on my own i have my good friend from this site Caroline 1061 coming round for dinner and a good old natter and i know we will have a fab night.
Take care luv Roch xxx
4 me this will be the last new year i will be "super morbidly obese :cry::cry:" as my surgery is 8 weeks on Tuesday
and new years 2010 well i have no idea where i will be or what i will be doing, but one thing i know for sure is that i wont be "super morbidly obese, or morbidly obese or even obese " i will be Roch and for the first time since i was 3 yrs old people will notice me for me and not because i am either the fattest child or fattest adult in the room.No more will people be telling me " oh Rochelle u have such a pretty face if only you would lose weight you would be so beautiful :cry::cry::cry:"
I so look forward to the time where i can just mingle and be lost in the crowd and not stand out as am the biggest person, i so look forward to the time where i can just jump in my car and go out and not have to worry is their a disabled parking space outside, and are the seats big enough and strong enough for me so i dont embarrass myself and either get stuck or break the chair , i so look forward to doing the things that average weight people take for granted every day in their lives and never have to think bout b4 they do it, i so look forward to the day i am free of pain and my brain is not fuzzed up on such strong medication that i forget my words, peoples names and what i was going to say.
These are just a few of the things that are going to be so different in my life by new years 2010 and i cant wait till then, thinking bout those things send shivers down me as it excites me and for the first time in so many years i have something to hold on to emotionally to keep me going as i know for sure that this year will be the last year i will ever be like this and for the first time in many years i can actually believe that " the world is my oyster and my new life is out there just waiting for me to reach out and grab it and i cant wait "
Am sure you can all relate to my post whether u have 8 stone to lose or 18 stone to lose, wls is the best present anyone could ever give me and i count down the days till my surgery and to the start of my new and fab life !!
Ty for taking the time to read this sorry it was a bit emotional
hope u all have a fab night. For the first time in many years i wont be spending in in on my own i have my good friend from this site Caroline 1061 coming round for dinner and a good old natter and i know we will have a fab night.Take care luv Roch xxx
