thank you all for your comments, it has been a roller coaster for me,
ok, now would i have the op again,
YES, why even after all i have been through, you may well ask, well ok i might of only lost 3 st since the op and over 2 stone pre op, but to he honest, if i hadnt of had this op, i more than likely would of been a hell of a lot bigger than i was before the journey, i might not of even been here, but i am here, and ok im not where i want to be YET, but i do hope in time i do get some more weight of,
i have a goal now, my daughter is getting married next year, and i want to make her proud to tell people im her mum, where as before i would of hated it,
a lot of my problems have also been due to losing my job, and having some real family problems, so yes i have let myself slide, but upwards and onwards from now on,
i start work next week, and my medication for my depression, is being sorted, so hopefuly the new me will be stronger, not only for myself but for all that love me, again i truly want to thank this site, for over the past couple of years, for the kind words and support, but like i have said before, i just wish i had of been more open minded, and educated, in how this can go wrong, and not work as well as we would all like it to xxxxx