you did the right thing steph huni, we needed to know. i know i cant be the only one, but speaking from personal experience, morphine does make you feel weird things, i know i had feelings not too different from charis's when i had my first big op, when the morphine wasnt controlling the pain, but theyd given me loads of it. once they were able to reduce it, my thoughts altered. i pray that this is what it is with our charis.