Hi J-Mo
Just catching up on your post as it was the day before you were due the proceedure and it was a little late to wish you luck.
Sorry to hear it didnt go as planned but please dont get disheartened ,i went for a bypass about a year ago and i was stapled up and sent home due to a fatty liver,and i thought sod it,why am i bothering and called for a macdonalds on the way home,but when i got home i looked up on the internet about the gastric balloon and made a phone call to Mr Ackroyds secretary saying i wanted it asap.So like i say please dont let it get to you.
When i had the balloon inserted i had a local anesthetic and a spray to the back of my throat,i laid on my left side on a bed and before i knew it,it was all done,but i was awake and i didnt feel a thing.
I was in hospital from Weds-Saturday as they wouldnt let me out until i stopped being sick,and i could keep water down,which then progressed to slimfast ,the hospital was really good i know it sounds disgusting but they monitored the about of fluids coming up and the amount i wee`d,and the amount i was drinking to make sure the balance was right.
I had read on the internet i would be out the same day but this wasnt the case,i was told after the proceedure i would be in for a few days.
I lost 3st 3lbs in the 6 months i had it,which i didnt think was alot as i had read on the forum some ppl had lost upto 5st,but the surgeon told me that some ppl dont loose anything and he was really pleased with me.
I used the balloon as a stepping stone to get the bypass i originally wanted but then changed my mind and had the gastric sleeve.
Personally i would be asking why you werent offered a local anesthetic and could you try the proceedure again with it,thats if you feel you could go through it again.
Please dont feel like a failure ,i always say things happen for a reason and my failed bypass was a wake up call for me to change my life style ,i was a binge drinker and i ate all the wrong foods so it probably saved my life.
Dont give up,if you want the balloon and you were given the funding for it,then you are meant to have it,go for it again ask the relevant questions ,good luck.
My email addy is as follows if you need advice and i can help please use it,i work shifts and i dont always get on here.
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Good Luck
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