Thank you Grace and im glad your back too and will be reading all about it.xx
Im doing really well, infact too well i think. No wind, No pain, healing nicely and eating more and more each day.
Im managing a ramekin not full to the top of strained soup or pureed food that i made. Only having 3 meals a day and cheese triangles in between and will finish the day off with half a cup of a milky drink.
I dont allow myself to get really full and stop eating when i am comfortably full and then i dont drink anything for 1 hour, that way im not suffering with wind or anything, just bloated from the food.
When i was in hospital there was a younger girl in the bed oppisite who had lost 13 stone in 12 months and was in because she kept being sick. She asked me if i had cheated on the milk diet and i said "hell no i was scared to death to touch anything i swear", well the girl smiled and said well i did, i had 6 chicken nuggets every single day on the milk diet.... well i could not believe it.
There was another lady who had bypass 3 years ago and had got to goal after losing 11 stone and she was telling me that she has eaten fried chips, sausage rolls, pies, crisps, chocolate ect both these woman had had problems through and couldnt understand how i was managing to go for little walks and wasnt sick and in bed as they were.
I listened to there stories and wondered to myself how on earth had they lost so much weight in the first place but they admitted to being sick after every meal and as far as im concerned they did it the hard way from the beginning.
There are going to be times when im going to slip cos im not perfect but there is no way i will make myself intentially sick so eary on by stuffing my face with pies ect.
Its a learning curb for us all and some have more bad times than others dont they but all we can do is learn to love our little pouchy, take care of it by watching what we put into it and treat it with respect....OH HOW I LOVE MY LIL POUCHY, BLESS IT...ITS ONLY TINY AND IM GOING TO TAKE GOOD CARE OF IT ALWAYS hahaha.
I cant wait to be able to go for a walk and drive the car but im giving myself another week and ill be patient.
One funny thing that im astounded with is that i have always bitten my nails and i mean always. Well i didnt bite them from the start of my milk diet as i didnt want them to look to terrible whilst in hospital, and do you know what, i havent bitten them since. Im not sure if its through having the bypass or that i dont want to risk bits of nail getting swallowed and hurting my beautiful little pouchy but my nails have grown for the first time every and the other day i put some nail vanish on which belongs to my youngest daughter hahahaha how weird is this, its mind blowing for me. They are not long abviously but long enough to just manage nail varnish...maybe this is a sign of how good things are going to get for me...i dont know.
Anyway if you read this then thank you...as you all will already know i have my moments on here where i cant shut up lol...good job its not to often.ha.
Hope you are all well, its still lovely and sunny here in Sheffield. xxxx