princess4d4
Active Member
My 3. 16,15,12 are being really good about it... I sat them down a long while ago and made them aware of my intentions and that I am doing this to be a better mum a better grandma NOT BEFORE IM 50 MIND !!! and for them so I can get back to working full time I'm a hairdresser and my back is terrible so I could only manage one client a day. They are excited that I should be able to go on all the rides at the theme park rather than them feeling guilty about me sitting/standing around waiting for them... They are excited to go to a gig with me and I can get up and dance instead of cowering in the corner... It's all these things and sooo many more that are keeping us all positive. And if the worse happens it was for all the right reasons and not all the wrong ones like 10 years time when I drop down dead because my poor hearts had enough... So that alone keeps me going strong. They are our world and we would do ANYTHING for them... I know they'll be tears when I leave but them tears will make me strong and able to come back fighting fit and ready to be super-mum and join in not stand on the sidelines feeling utterly disgusted with myself.
love the bit about not before 50 wish i was that lucky mine started arriving the year i hit 40