My prep. Now only 18 days till surgery. Can't wait but still stressing over leaving the baby. I've not left him for more than an hour and only a couple of times. It's going to break my heart :-(3 weeks and 2 days to go! I can't wait. Nerves have come and gone and I'm feeling positive. Milk diet starts New Year's Day and I'm all prepared with a new coffee machine which froths your own skimmed milk and some tasty sugar free syrup flavours. New pj's for hospital and now just need some vitamins Bring it on!