Bella's Mum, honestly please don't second guess your decision, it's the best one you've ever made. Its 1 yr and 8 months ish since my surgery and even though I've had a pregnancy inbetween I'm still 9st lighter. You've done incredibly well so far and the surgery will, if nothing else, just make sure you never go back to being bigger again. If you have any questions...throw them my way xxx