2 weeks post-op...
I didn’t get much sleep last night with the howling wind, which had blown one of my side gates off one of its hinges and was then battering against the side of the house. Home alone, I attempted to bolt the 6ft gate but was trying to hold the light on my phone and couldn’t fight the wind and my op to get the strength to do it with one hand. I went down again at 6am as it was lighter and managed to do it. Picked up a small conifer tree in a slate pot to wedge against the bottom of the gate and was then cross with myself as I realised I shouldn’t be lifting anything heavy. So, I’ve felt groggy and tired today. Was determined not to sit around so I made some batches of soup. I had my phone call with the dietician and she advised how to use the Marvel and that this would be better than the LF cheese I’ve been adding to my soup. The Marvel actually takes the bitterness out of the soup and slightly sweetens it (but not too sweet as I can’t tolerate sweet tastes at the minute). I thought I’d been eating about 350 mls yesterday in one go but then realised today that the measures in the soup bags I’m using aren’t accurate enough. I’ve made pea & ham and chicken with kale, spinach, broccoli, carrots, onion, broad beans and chopped tomatoes. The pea and ham is lush but the chicken soup is very green and tastes a bit too much of kale/spinach... I’ve made loads so hope I can get it down! 200mls measured out and I’ve calculated all the protein. 15g for P& H and 16g for chicken/veg. Not bad for 200mls. The portion sizes seem to be just manageable but there’s no way I can get 6 lots in as suggested by the dietician. I’ve managed 2 today and I’m going to try and get 2 lots of Arla in to get another 20g of protein in plus milk for tea and yoghurt. I’m probably only hitting about 53g of protein a day and I know it should be a minimum of 60g, but it is what it is! I’m really trying. I read the dumping section in my booklet today. I’ve read this before but it didn’t sink in as I was still on the pre op. It would seem from what I’ve read and my dietician thinks that the symptoms I describe after having some of the CWP products is caused by mild dumping. I feel very sick and tired and have to lie down for about 30 minutes until it passes. Sometimes I also go to the loo but it’s not loose. The dietician was surprised by this as people are usually ok on the CWP products. It doesn’t happen all the time and this could be related to how fast I consume it. However, it has to be consumed within 15 mins of making. I’ve not had any today and not had any dumping (if that’s what it is). I completed 8,000 steps yesterday and 7,000 today. Weight is still 15st 1. Feels like it’s been at that forever! I probably shouldn’t weigh myself everyday... just desperate to hit the 14s! I was 3 stone heavier than my husband a couple of months ago and I’m now only 2lb heavier... he knows I’m gunning to be lighter than him! I’ll soon overtake him!