Hi everyone, I have not updated my diary for a while, been really busy lately!! I have just got back from a weeks camping holiday at Flamingo Land in Yorkshire, the weather was fab and the kids had a brill time.
I decided to bring my next scheduled 'fill' forwards, so had it done before I went away. My portion sizes were creeping up again and had not lost any weight for 6 weeks, so thought that if I had the fill before I went away, would stop me from over eating and kick start my weight loss again. Which it did, I posted in a different thread a few days ago about how good my restriction was, it was perhaps too good as for the 1st few days I struggled with fluids!! After a week my restriction had calmed down and I could eat 'nomal' food but in very little quantities. Whilst I was away I was persuaded by my hubby to go on a ride at the theme park with him it was called 'cliffhanger'. It shot us very quickly up in the air and straight away back down again, did not like it one bit!!!!!! Anyway to the point, since that ride the restriction I had has gone, I have not felt full since Wednesday last week!! Is this due to the ride or is it all my head?? Either way i am 'down in the dumps' as my consultant will not see me again so soon after my last fill, especially considering that I brought my last fill forwards.
After every fill I have had I get restriction then after a few days it goes again and I'm left relying on my own willpower for portion sizes.
My consultant checked for leakage on my last fill as I told him that I felt my restriction was going quickly. He told me I should have had 8mls in my 12ml band which I did, he put another 1.5mls in taking me to 9.5mls. Surely I should still feel restriction with this amount in my band. I can eat anything food wise nothing is intolerable. For an idea of portion size I can manage 1 salmon fillet 3 new potatoes and a handful of green beans before I start feeling full. When I initially had 8mls in my band I couldn't even manage 1/2 of that before I felt full to bursting!!!
Why do I feel as if I'm on a rollercoaster with this wl journey. I should have had the bypass instead, I feel fed up of fighting !!!:-((
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