Some days I worry about gaining other days I worry about not stopping the weight from coming off, everyone is saying to me to stop but its still coming off, ok its slow now less than a lb a week and I want to lose another 2lb just so I can say I'm half the woman I was, but I'd be happy at this weight, then I think well if I do lose a bit more then if I do put on a bit it will counteract arggggghhhhhhhhhhh, I'm even tying myself in knots here so I don't expect anyone else to understand lol