EMPRESS PAULA
New Member
Oh what have i done! i can not believe i am off in the morning to Birmingham Heartlands to have my band fitted! I have such a funny feeling not nervous, but worried about silly things!
What if i'm in trouble for only cutting my smoking down and not stopped, what if he says my liver is too big, what if they find something strange thing growing inside me and don't do it! What if, what if, what if........
I have lost 16lb according to Boots pre-op, but have still been tempted into chips 6 days ago and other things i should not have!
I know this must be how everyone esle has felt prior to it - but i expected to feel excited but i don't! I feel like changing my mind and going to the KFC!! (I won't really) xxx
What if i'm in trouble for only cutting my smoking down and not stopped, what if he says my liver is too big, what if they find something strange thing growing inside me and don't do it! What if, what if, what if........
I have lost 16lb according to Boots pre-op, but have still been tempted into chips 6 days ago and other things i should not have!
I know this must be how everyone esle has felt prior to it - but i expected to feel excited but i don't! I feel like changing my mind and going to the KFC!! (I won't really) xxx