Colopatiron
New Member
Well, at last its here. Tomorrow is the big day, 2 years and 6 days on and I am all packed and ready to leave at 9.00 am sharp. I feel nervous, excited, slghtly sick and feel like I could burst into tears at any moment. So far I have held it all together, I know how worried my family are so I have been putting on this braver than brave face but really feel like joining in the tears with them. The cold I had for the last week has finally cleared. Though my TOTM has come 2 weeks early and it's very heavy (typical). By far the hardest bit though is saying goodbye to people I care about for the last time before the op. :cry:crying now but on my own so I will let it all out. I have also been worried that I will wake up with sleeve and not the bypass. On a positive note I have been on the milk diet for over 3 weeks without cheating once and have lost a stone and a half. The surgeon has warned me he may well have to do a sleeve because of room so at least I have give it my best shot. So everyone thank you for the magnificent support and advice you all give and save me a space on the losers bench. I am now going to spend the rest of the evening sitting watching the television (though my brain will prob not register anything I see)with my partner of over 30 years (he is avoiding talking about the op bless him). I will let you all know how it went as soon as I can,
Love
Sue xx
Love
Sue xx