I have just looked at the posts, thank you all so much, I have been taking it easy today, and again sleeping on and off. The laptop has been on the bed, but I haven't even looked at this site until now.
I feel bad now, as didn't realise how people cared, you all amaze me and make me feel so humble.
I am still having personal problems at home - my OH is still refusing to move out. I went to see a solicitor this week about it, it's very stressful. Also am having bad period problems, coming on every two weeks, and very heavy, and at 53 it's a bit much to cope with to be honest. Am seeing my doctor on Wednesday to see if they can give me some sort of operation to sort this out.
Thank goodness I have your love and support, as feeling very sad at the moment, and being Christmas doesn't help as it is the time of year to be with loved ones.
I love you all so much.
Hopefully after a day of a light diet and fluids, I shall be much better tomorrow.
Nite god bless to you all, from my heart xxxxx