fatbutnot4eva
Loves her gorgeous family
OMG cant believe it has gone so quick, its the 28th my hubbys birthday and we have had a day of dinner out tea out lots to eat and drink !!! I have my op two weeks today. My preop starts tomorrow I have a freezer full of salmon chicen fillets and green veg !!! I am on my 7th bloody can of strongbow yes 7th I am totally drunk for the last time in 12 months how do I feel bloody awful wrong or right ??? OMG its all so close
It seems not real for all teh months that you have to jump through hoops then you get given a date and its OMG all real !!!
well what can I say it all starts tomorrow or shoudl i say today as it is almost 1.30am
am I mad and I crazy ? or is it all real, does everyone go through a OMG should I be doing this ?
Well those are my thoughts all be it they are muddled.
Just a thank you for all of you that have given me te support for the past 18 months you have been a life saver and I am not proud but I weighed myself tonight and weigh 12 pound more than I weighed only a few montsh ago so I am very gutted but that just makes me realise I am doing the rigt thing, I have out on almost a stone by doing nothing wrong realy other than not going to the gym. I dont eat sweets nor choccy just love my meals and life oh and a tipple !!
Well thats hopefully my moan and ramble over thansk if you got to the bottom I didnt mean to be such a clown lol
x thanks you and you are fab xx
Helen
It seems not real for all teh months that you have to jump through hoops then you get given a date and its OMG all real !!!
well what can I say it all starts tomorrow or shoudl i say today as it is almost 1.30am
am I mad and I crazy ? or is it all real, does everyone go through a OMG should I be doing this ?
Well those are my thoughts all be it they are muddled.
Just a thank you for all of you that have given me te support for the past 18 months you have been a life saver and I am not proud but I weighed myself tonight and weigh 12 pound more than I weighed only a few montsh ago so I am very gutted but that just makes me realise I am doing the rigt thing, I have out on almost a stone by doing nothing wrong realy other than not going to the gym. I dont eat sweets nor choccy just love my meals and life oh and a tipple !!
Well thats hopefully my moan and ramble over thansk if you got to the bottom I didnt mean to be such a clown lol
x thanks you and you are fab xx
Helen