i think i should probably add depression to my list or maybe its just that seasonal sad thingy... but i just dont feel interested in anything, i wont go as far to say that lifes not worth living, but everything seems such hard work and what for. i was talking to a friend and mentioned casually about gastric banding well she made me feel like s..t she all but said that being fat is totally my fault (she has a point) eat less lose weight problem solved.. i asked why so many people have weight problems and yes you guessed she thinks we are all fat and lazy gluttons (well she sort of said that) how easy it all is in her head, but later i got to thinking and now i just feel embarassed and ashamed of my weight, i have changed so much i hardly ever go out now rather sit in watching tv. it seems that life goes on around me but doesnt include me anymore, i should also alter ticker as i think i have gained nearly all the weight i had lost, i think i am going to have to kick myself up the backside and get out of this, dont really want to tell doctor, he porbably would think im daft, anyone else ever feel like this? also while i feel so down it appears to make all of my other medical problems worse, sorry for the rant:cry: