Hi guys and dolls and a Happy New Year.. I've been lurking as usual and I'm glad everyone is well and Mazza will finally be having her surgery yayyyyy! Wishing her all the best.
As for me I planned on writing a new year catch up post but those who have read my first ever post know I had a very poorly cousin. Well after 15 months of fighting for his life he sadly passed away on Jan 3rd so I couldn't bring myself to do it.
No complications though everything is smooth sailing really. Sometimes I feel like I'm cheating cos I'm finding it all so easy but I have to remind myself that I was ready for this change and that's why I'm sticking to the plan.
I was a little dehydrated at my last check up so my nutritionist wants me on 2 litres a day instead of 1.5. I still don't eat 3 "meals" a day but that's more to do with old habits, I do however make sure I atleast get 50grams of protein in a day. I don't miss carbs and sweets one bit.. They just remind me of my binging days so I really avoid them. Almost 5 months out and I've only had one celebration on Christmas Day (which tasted crap btw) and a mouthful of my mums famous rum cake. I don't want to know if I dump or not so that's that really.
I know u guys want numbers so *drumroll* as of yesterday I am 18stone 7 and have lost a total of 99lbs from 25stone 8
I really wanted to lose 100lbs by January but it didn't happen and I'm really not deterred by it. I've also lost over 11inches round my stomach alone! I will do a proper progress tracker thingy soon as I find my book with everything written down.
I'm not really exercising so that's something I need a kick up the bum with.. I am much more active though I walk everywhere and enjoy it! My depression still lurks but hasn't bothered me much and my anxiety isn't really bothersome either although I'm still going to CBT and am thinking of doing another round of counselling. My mum was so bothered by my original post and how I felt around that time that she's decided to hang up her lawyer boots and is now studying to be a counsellor.. Crazy right? Lol.
Really though I'm probably the happiest I have been in a very long time. I'm going back to uni this month to study business management.. I've been going to job interviews since October and I've been on the bus 4 times loool! You all know these things are huge for me and I'm really loving the non scale victories more than the numbers. I'm not addicted to the scales and weigh myself every 3 weeks. Oh and I have a boyfriend now *blushes*
Life is really great and I have a hard time thinking I was stuck in the house for 3 years with no quality of life to now be doing everything I wanted to!
I guess I should show you all some pics now. *yikes* so the first one I will post is at my heaviest weight. It was the day I found out how much I weighed at the hospital and I was visibly very miserable.. And very wide. The next will be a body shot from last January and then 2 days ago (excuse the makeup all over my mirror) Next will be a face shot at my heaviest and then a face shot now
Feel free to drop me a msg if you have any questions as I know there are a few people like me who lurked on the site for ages without saying anything and I'd love to talk to some of you and help if I can.
Take care and big hugs to everyone xxx Chyna