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BandedHuns Mad Fat Diary
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tweetybaby
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Banded you look fab and those photos are so inspirational for a baby bander !
People must ask you how you've done it?? You look totally different x
People must ask you how you've done it?? You look totally different x
BandedHun
New Member
Right... Well it's my secret. When people ask I just say the rules. I eat slowly I eat for 29 minutes only, I eat off small plates. I still have my treat everyday ( it's kinda easy now I'm at SW) but before it would literally be that I've reduced and slowed everything down. I mean even when I look back at the times I've ranted and cried on here over eating or doing a binge. .. Those binges were a fraction if what I EVER binged before.
A typical pre band binge in bed late at night for me could be -
5-10 packets of crisp.
250g bar of cadburys / galaxy
200g pouch of maltessers
Wine gums
Then I'd need something savoury so I'd make a pot noodle or some toast and peanut butter. Then may a biscuit or two if I still wanted to hurt myself. But yeah of u actually look at the quantity of sh!t I could eat on a binge night ( mind these weren't every no night but as and when I felt I needed to punish myself or to comfort being so awful human being) .... It sickens me when I look at that, now my fridge is full all the time of colour and variety and it lasts so long, I'm not good possessive anymore either . I don't care who eats the food we got. One thing I was always so good at was getting ANGRY if I brought something ... Say cheese and it got scoffed ... Id be angry ... Donuts biscuits crisps... If you ate too much of it is get so very angry .... U were taking MY food! Sounds so crazy. But food is not an issue for me anymore ;-)
So today I had 7.5lbs off at SW ... Got a lovely little certificate and also slimmer of the week! Go me. A whole bag full of foods fruits and another sticker and certificate and a fridge magnet... How cute! But pleased coz it's encouraged me to eat do much healthier ... My little girl lost a lb too. So I'm chuffed for her. Slowly slowly. We have a pot of sweets for tonight with X factor and tumble and then back for 6 days hard healthy eating :-D
That's the news, so far today i thought I'd go out for tea or something but nope planned a healthy curry and then sweets' yum!!!!
Have a lovely Saturday people
(( boring picture of today's winnings))
A typical pre band binge in bed late at night for me could be -
5-10 packets of crisp.
250g bar of cadburys / galaxy
200g pouch of maltessers
Wine gums
Then I'd need something savoury so I'd make a pot noodle or some toast and peanut butter. Then may a biscuit or two if I still wanted to hurt myself. But yeah of u actually look at the quantity of sh!t I could eat on a binge night ( mind these weren't every no night but as and when I felt I needed to punish myself or to comfort being so awful human being) .... It sickens me when I look at that, now my fridge is full all the time of colour and variety and it lasts so long, I'm not good possessive anymore either . I don't care who eats the food we got. One thing I was always so good at was getting ANGRY if I brought something ... Say cheese and it got scoffed ... Id be angry ... Donuts biscuits crisps... If you ate too much of it is get so very angry .... U were taking MY food! Sounds so crazy. But food is not an issue for me anymore ;-)
So today I had 7.5lbs off at SW ... Got a lovely little certificate and also slimmer of the week! Go me. A whole bag full of foods fruits and another sticker and certificate and a fridge magnet... How cute! But pleased coz it's encouraged me to eat do much healthier ... My little girl lost a lb too. So I'm chuffed for her. Slowly slowly. We have a pot of sweets for tonight with X factor and tumble and then back for 6 days hard healthy eating :-D
That's the news, so far today i thought I'd go out for tea or something but nope planned a healthy curry and then sweets' yum!!!!
Have a lovely Saturday people
(( boring picture of today's winnings))
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tweetybaby
Member
sounds just like my behavior! Well done on the loss and being slimmer of the week. Keep on going!
sharon2014
Active Member
Looks very healthy!!!
Xx
Xx
kurstywursty
Active Member
Fantastic banded x
Just be carful how many of these sweeties you eat. They are lovely but can have a laxative effect ;-)
Just be carful how many of these sweeties you eat. They are lovely but can have a laxative effect ;-)
BandedHun
New Member
So today has been a pretty cr@p day.
I had a day off food monitoring yesterday but still made a gorgeous low fat curry followed by my bowl of chocolate and sweets. See pictures ( yes over 1200kcals BUT so much less than bad binges I had in my past) then spent the evening not sleeping and rowing with OH as he's booked again! To go to Cyprus this Wednesday, now... Baring in mind I'm off sick struggling with career , my little girls first week at catholic school following her trip last week and the fact that he promised after going in may he was OnLY going once a year and September would be a family holiday or I'd get to go on a break to my parents place in Turkey for a holiday , due to the career changing it's not right I can go ... So he took it upon himself to go book himself a flight weds and going again, it's ok ... I'll stay look after the house, dogs, Guinea pigs and do all the house stuff, I feel so mugged over by him, it resulted in rowing all day and I've struggled tonnage to keep any food down. Stress and anger is not great for the band at all girls and guys. But you know what. He can go . But I'm not going to talk to him the whole time, not going to let him have a nice time thinking he can keep me up late to speak to me to make himself feel better, I always feel like he runs away when things are tough for me, he went last time on my birthday so I was alone and 10 days after the dog died. Just booked it and now it's again. He had t paid half the bills this month so all my wages are going fast. I'll have to do petrol and shopping ... Grrr! Y do I put up with it. Well that's my rant!
Disappointed in myself that I let it get to me but it's one day not eating enough food. Tomorrow is a new day. Ohhhh on a good note - my ugg slippers come on weds! ( as well as the OH all blacks Adidas jacket ) wish if not bothered! And MY new sofa I brought comes on Wednesday after having it ordered since the 14th May ( the day my teddy died) .... It will finally come after three cancellations ! Grrr. So house will be lovely and clean for 8 days! Whooo
Got my nephew tomorrow and it's hard work, not looking forward to it as he's so demanding. Got him next Monday too. On my little girls first day... I worry I might turn to food. Ahhhh I'm having a right old moan aren't i.
I need to be more positive after a decent night sleep ;-)
I had a day off food monitoring yesterday but still made a gorgeous low fat curry followed by my bowl of chocolate and sweets. See pictures ( yes over 1200kcals BUT so much less than bad binges I had in my past) then spent the evening not sleeping and rowing with OH as he's booked again! To go to Cyprus this Wednesday, now... Baring in mind I'm off sick struggling with career , my little girls first week at catholic school following her trip last week and the fact that he promised after going in may he was OnLY going once a year and September would be a family holiday or I'd get to go on a break to my parents place in Turkey for a holiday , due to the career changing it's not right I can go ... So he took it upon himself to go book himself a flight weds and going again, it's ok ... I'll stay look after the house, dogs, Guinea pigs and do all the house stuff, I feel so mugged over by him, it resulted in rowing all day and I've struggled tonnage to keep any food down. Stress and anger is not great for the band at all girls and guys. But you know what. He can go . But I'm not going to talk to him the whole time, not going to let him have a nice time thinking he can keep me up late to speak to me to make himself feel better, I always feel like he runs away when things are tough for me, he went last time on my birthday so I was alone and 10 days after the dog died. Just booked it and now it's again. He had t paid half the bills this month so all my wages are going fast. I'll have to do petrol and shopping ... Grrr! Y do I put up with it. Well that's my rant!
Disappointed in myself that I let it get to me but it's one day not eating enough food. Tomorrow is a new day. Ohhhh on a good note - my ugg slippers come on weds! ( as well as the OH all blacks Adidas jacket ) wish if not bothered! And MY new sofa I brought comes on Wednesday after having it ordered since the 14th May ( the day my teddy died) .... It will finally come after three cancellations ! Grrr. So house will be lovely and clean for 8 days! Whooo
Got my nephew tomorrow and it's hard work, not looking forward to it as he's so demanding. Got him next Monday too. On my little girls first day... I worry I might turn to food. Ahhhh I'm having a right old moan aren't i.
I need to be more positive after a decent night sleep ;-)
kurstywursty
Active Member
Stay strong babe....life can be hard sometimes. But be kind to yourself xxx
tweetybaby
Member
Sometimes its good to get everything off your chest. Take it easy one day at a time. Food wise, your doing good! Think back to when a low cal diet meant staying under 1400 cals LOL.
Youll be fine, let him go off, you can plan your own break with the little un x
Youll be fine, let him go off, you can plan your own break with the little un x
sharon2014
Active Member
Hey Banded, sorry to hear you had bad day!!
Food wise, you been working so hard so don't be too hard on yourself!
I agree, take you and the wee one off on girls trip somewhere!! Even a shopping weekend in London or something!! but take OH credit card
I got some Ugg slippers, ones with sparkly Swarovski on toes...actually bought for my mum but didn't fit so I now have them lol!!!
Can't believe it took them so long for your sofa!! Bet you be excited to get it at long last!! xxx
Start of a new week, hopefully things pick up and keep going right way!!! Xxx
Food wise, you been working so hard so don't be too hard on yourself!
I agree, take you and the wee one off on girls trip somewhere!! Even a shopping weekend in London or something!!
but take OH credit card I got some Ugg slippers, ones with sparkly Swarovski on toes...actually bought for my mum but didn't fit so I now have them lol!!!
Can't believe it took them so long for your sofa!! Bet you be excited to get it at long last!!
xxxStart of a new week, hopefully things pick up and keep going right way!!! Xxx
WeightlossDreamer
Well-Known Member
Gosh Hun you got a looooooot goin on. Stay strong your doin your slimming world your stronger than ever!
You know yourself now you can't turn to food the way you used to. So try not to worry x x
You know yourself now you can't turn to food the way you used to. So try not to worry x x
BandedHun
New Member
So today been a bit better.... ( not just because my ugg slippers arrived early - TODAY) and they are absolutely amazing!!! Love them. But food wise I've had
Wafer thin ham and laughing cow light slice. Breakfast
Handful apricot wheats and banana and grapes with milk
Lunch
Home made steak burgers and SW chips
Dinner.
Had meringue fruits of forest and cream for desert.
800kcal all in! Granted I didn't eat it all but I tried. Not wanted to binge or eat rubbish.
Have done over 10000 steps as been out with the baby all day. Brought mother in law her new bikinis for OH to take over. Brought him a t-shirt and brought little girl some more new trainers so she can leave one pair at home. She didn't have the greatest first day, her teacher scares her. Strict catholic teacher and she's so sent ice she doesn't want to get shouted at so all evening she's been frightened. So had good chat with her and she feels better now- thank god!
So that's my day. Band didn't really like the forest fruits. They were hard to get down and PB'd badly. Urghhhhh!!!! But that's all....
Right it's been a long day so I'm off to sleep ... Night all and hope everything doing great things and achieving well - one day at a time !
Wafer thin ham and laughing cow light slice. Breakfast
Handful apricot wheats and banana and grapes with milk
Lunch
Home made steak burgers and SW chips
Dinner.
Had meringue fruits of forest and cream for desert.
800kcal all in! Granted I didn't eat it all but I tried. Not wanted to binge or eat rubbish.
Have done over 10000 steps as been out with the baby all day. Brought mother in law her new bikinis for OH to take over. Brought him a t-shirt and brought little girl some more new trainers so she can leave one pair at home. She didn't have the greatest first day, her teacher scares her. Strict catholic teacher and she's so sent ice she doesn't want to get shouted at so all evening she's been frightened. So had good chat with her and she feels better now- thank god!
So that's my day. Band didn't really like the forest fruits. They were hard to get down and PB'd badly. Urghhhhh!!!! But that's all....
Right it's been a long day so I'm off to sleep ... Night all and hope everything doing great things and achieving well - one day at a time !
WeightlossDreamer
Well-Known Member
Night night Hun sleep well x x
kurstywursty
Active Member
Night night babe x
sharon2014
Active Member
Night banded!!! Hope tomorrow's a good day for u xx
BandedHun
New Member
THIS POST COMES WITH WARNING!!
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Getting a band causes addictive shopping purchases! Oh my god. Met some old work collegues for lunch . Jacket potato and chicken, yum by the way! And happened to exchange a size 18 jumper for a 12 in primark and then buy some new undies in Victoria secrets meduim size and then .... Yep a leather an faux fur jacket at river island! I have a third leather jacket now with gold zips to match my Kurt Geiger boots. Holy moly! Getting a band ruins your chance of saving!!!! It felt amazing - Must say. A size 12 in RI ... Wow! See attached picture. Be cr@p and posery sorry but OH wanted to see what the fuss was about! I love it!
My advice to my fellow banders... Save up at the inbetween stages coz there's a world of clothes and shopping just waiting for you. Amazing! Wow.
To top it off it's a beautiful sunny clear day here finally. Wow I feel so blessed! Just slightly excited by the fact our sofa arrives tomorrow morning! Yaye!
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Getting a band causes addictive shopping purchases! Oh my god. Met some old work collegues for lunch . Jacket potato and chicken, yum by the way! And happened to exchange a size 18 jumper for a 12 in primark and then buy some new undies in Victoria secrets meduim size and then .... Yep a leather an faux fur jacket at river island! I have a third leather jacket now with gold zips to match my Kurt Geiger boots. Holy moly! Getting a band ruins your chance of saving!!!! It felt amazing - Must say. A size 12 in RI ... Wow! See attached picture. Be cr@p and posery sorry but OH wanted to see what the fuss was about! I love it!
My advice to my fellow banders... Save up at the inbetween stages coz there's a world of clothes and shopping just waiting for you. Amazing! Wow.
To top it off it's a beautiful sunny clear day here finally. Wow I feel so blessed! Just slightly excited by the fact our sofa arrives tomorrow morning! Yaye!
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WeightlossDreamer
Well-Known Member
Looking amaze doll as always! Can't wait toget into my size 12 Henry holland coat I was do nearly there I could taste it before gettin preggo!
sharon2014
Active Member
Oh my god you look amazing!!
Xx
I'm saving for those trips! Xx
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I'm saving for those trips! Xx
