Hi everyone,
Had a bit of a pants food day today. I had to get up at 6am to look after my devil nephew, plus didn't sleep well all weekend coz of alcohol mainly lol and excitement. So today, and I don't know if anyone else finds this but when I'm tired I give into cravings and easy food so much easier than when I'm ok , planned and focused... Grrr, still not gonna beat myself up I still only managed just 1000 kcal's and i am meant to be trying to get to 1600 kcal's a day.... Errrrr not really managing it so I suspect that I will loose a touch more weight but thinking that will give me leeway to start doing squats and leg bum and Arm exercises. I need to. I put my skinny jeans on today and asked my little girl to take a picture so I could see why my mum and sister were laughing at me so hard when I tried wedding dresses on. I literally have NO bum!!!! My sister was crying with laughter. She was like your bum and legs are the same width,,, now I'm so totally paranoid I'm too little now. Btw they still don't know just think I see a Dietican in London and talk about food issues ... See said photo of side ... :-(
My sim now is to start leg lifts , squats and press ups everyday starting tomorrow to try and sort out the pancake ... Which is my new pet name for the flat no bum I have developed. So at 10st 7 I've remained since Friday and I'm chuffed, works still so stressful and back at the GP to discuss some issues surrounding work and also problems with TOTM I've been having, I know I've discussed this with some since having the band but I'm having blood at odd times during the month so I need to get this checked incase it's something more sinister and nothing to do with the band. We all seem to think that our changes are cuz of the band, this might not be anything to do with it so I want to rule other things it could be out. Not weight loss side effects.
Anyways I brought a new kettle today ... It's lush, it's got a brittle filter in it to reduce limescale and lights up all different colours ! I love it ! And a new iron but that's just a boring iron, other than that today's been a pants pay day. I'm trying to save half my wages for Xmas and my boob job! :-( but I know I'll end up spending it all so forgotten about 1/3rd off it .
Anyway hope everyone's ok and trying to be the best they can
Thanks for the wedding help bex wils and Mrs Q ... I'll inbox you for some details xxx