Update!
So today I've felt elated. And deflated, 10st5lbs this morning and I pictured it! So happy!!! 10st 5!!!!
Got a whole set of small clothes at hollister sale. Tracksuit bottoms , t-shirt and hoody in mint and gret colours ... All for £26!!! Yep! £26!! All three. And all in small. Then went to debenhams and collected my sale Ted baker bra in 34D for £10. ( after spending £55 on new ones the week before ) then they had a set in my size.... 8 bottoms and 34d top of £10:20 for the two! Then I had a £5 off voucher... So got a £50 set for £5:20!!!! Oh my god I'm in love! It's amazing! Makes my boobs look fake!!! Lovely lovely lovely. So then went and had two nuggets and a diet coke at mcdonalds. Then went to meet a new business venture.....
Got a new career lined up in a starting company buying run down pubs and turning it around. He's asked me to manage, then by sept go into the running of the company. He's offered me a great package and I can't turn it down. The first one is 5 miles from home compared to the 90 mile trip and 2 hours travel to work I had only in August this year. Like they say as one door closes another opens. And I've been head hunted for this. It's hard graft to start but in a year to 18 months I'll be in a great position.... So it was a good day all in all....
Till work phone and my old landlords causing **** again!!!! Now I can't eat with stress.... They are greedy ****ing arse holes! So nasty and manipulative . I don't know why I'm the sort of person who lets stress get to me so much. It's horrible .... Y me????
Anyway... Let's not let them rain on my parade.
Hope everyone's ok.
Cxxx