Fuffs Fun Frolics on WLS journey

[Tray3004]

Aw it's not sad Hun it's an emotional roller coaster , well dun on the parents governor n chin up hope ur confirmation for funding comes this week x

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[Caren]

its not sad at all honey, this is a very emotional time for us, i still get excited when i hear the postie and i havent even been referred lol xxx

 

[FuturePerfect]

Chin up Sophie. It's not Friday yet.

 

[Fuffs]

Thanks Tray, Caren and Cathi

It was seeing the letter, seeing it was thick and thinking wow it's here.

Was like an anti climax. My partner was trying to console me lol

I am feeling a bit better about it today.

Tray: thanks for your kind words

Caren: I said on Facebook yesterday that I think of have stalkthepostmanforhospitallettersitis lol. I decides it should be a co-morbidity as I nearly kill myself running to the door (more tripping over stuff than out of breath lol)

Cathi: defo. I will phone them tomorrow about 12. Got it planned. My post tends to come after 11.

Got to get hold of the wm coordinator to ask why I have another 6 month check. I think it's because the physician last week told me I didn't need to see the dietician. Great stuff! Lol

 

[Fuffs]

Just spoke to the coordinator and she said it's just to see the dietician next month. So I asked if I can be moved back to the surgery 5 mins from my house and not the one 2 bus journeys away and she changed me back. So yay!!!

That makes life a bit easier xxx

 

[Fuffs]

I love my diary. Feeling free to just ramble is lovely lol

Post has came today and nothing. So roll on tomorrow.

Still not sure there will be an answer tomorrow. Depends if the pct have even looked at my application yet

 

[Fuffs]

Just phoned bariatrics, as looked on my phone and it was a week ago I called them. The lady I needed was there this time.

She said she will chase it up, but not heard anything as yet She said when she knows she will send me a letter. So more waiting.

Think I am officially fed up. Feels like this journey has dragged on for sooo long now.

It's now 2 years since my GP referred me. My friends have had their ops (same pct, same hospital, referred after me)

Feel quite down about it all again now. I know people would say just cheer up. But I have fought so hard, my patience, smiles are enthusiasm are dying. Feeling a little bit empty if I'm honest

 

[Tray3004]

Aw chin up hunni it's ok 2 feel fed up we all understand urs has been a very very long journey but as they say all good things cum 2 those who wait so 2012 is ur year xx

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[Fuffs]

Aw chin up hunni it's ok 2 feel fed up we all understand urs has been a very very long journey but as they say all good things cum 2 those who wait so 2012 is ur year xx

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Thanks Tray (((hugs)))

Just hard as I am waiting for the same good thing as the people who get sorted much faster.

I am genuinely happy for everyone. I also realise some people wait 3 years.

Just on a downer methinks. Fuffs is pissed off lol

 

[Fuffs]

Wow, my diary is being over worked today lol

Text two of my WLS friends (bander and sleever). Both have helped me to calm, keep my eyes on the prize and keep pestering even if they are arsey like the bariatrics coordinator today lol

Cried lots today. Then went shopping in Morrisons and Poundland. Bought things to get me back on track with my dieting after my prolonged birthday diet break lol

Been very good today. Refocusing on getting the weight I have found back off has helped me loads to feel more positive.

Thanks for all the support on here too. It's nice to have people put up with my mardy rants lol

 

[Fuffs]

Well this has been a murphys law day. Or sods lol

But not going to let it beat me. This evening has been a nightmare for things going wrong.

But I am happy and all will be well. Positivity attracts positive things

 

[Caren]

Well this has been a murphys law day. Or sods lol

But not going to let it beat me. This evening has been a nightmare for things going wrong.

But I am happy and all will be well. Positivity attracts positive things

glad you're feeling better honey, never lose sight of the prize xxx :hug99:

 

[Fuffs]

glad you're feeling better honey, never lose sight of the prize xxx :hug99:

Thanks Caren (((hugs))) you are right

Got to just accept my journey has been a prolonged one.

A positive is at least it has given me time to think. At least when I go for my op I will know I have done loads of research, talked on here, gone to the support group and understood everything

Thanks for sprinkling my diary with some Caren sunshine xxx

 

[Fuffs]

Woke up feeling great today!

The morning has been very nice and feeling today will be a lot nicer than yesterday

I am waiting on a DSi XL that my mate from Australia has bought me

Tonight I am doing readings with my friend at a charity gift fair and then at another one tomorrow. The last one we were the most popular table and people were singing our praises so much we had a queue lol

So now we have people already waiting for a reading on the back of the other event. So got to be in my A game!!!! Wish me luck!!! Xxx

 

[Yvessa]

*hugs* Hang in there sweetie. One day this will all be in the past, don't lose hope! We are here for you until that day

 

[Fuffs]

*hugs* Hang in there sweetie. One day this will all be in the past, don't lose hope! We are here for you until that day

Thanks Yvessa (((hugs)))

Very nice of you and thank you for being a friend xxx

 

[FuturePerfect]

You sound +ive today, so that's good. On your bad days I wish I lived closer. Can't wait till 21st, as I'm sure we'll be celebrating something good. (It will be my first day on puree foods, so will bring something yummy that is not soup!)

 

[Fuffs]

You sound +ive today, so that's good. On your bad days I wish I lived closer. Can't wait till 21st, as I'm sure we'll be celebrating something good. (It will be my first day on puree foods, so will bring something yummy that is not soup!)

Aaww thanks Cathi. You are very sweet and I am blessed to have you as a friend

I was thinking that today. I really feel I will know by the 21st and we can celebrate with you with mush and me with something I am pretending is healthy lol

Really appreciate you caring. Thanks for the sunshine in my diary xxx

 

[Fuffs]

Well, diet wise had a dodgy weekend. Had a couple of cakes. Thats the problem with charity fairs lol

The fairs weren't as busy as we would have hoped. But did some amazing readings and made some new friends.

Bought hot chicken from a well known supermarket yesterday and encountered a very bloody middle.

Took it back and was given a refund and a £5 gift card. But had a bubbly stomach last night and feeling very rough today. So an email of complaint may be in order. As my mates piece was the same too and it's not on. They should be doing things properly. Even the skin was White bluuuurgh!!!

Feeling positive, despite feeling like crap. Genuinely have stopped stressing over funding confirmation, as it won't make it come any faster.

Hope everyone has had a great weekend

 

[Fuffs]

Found this pic from the portfolio that I had done. I am signed with a modelling agency (I know, Naomi Campbell, step aside lol:8855

Well this picture has removed any doubts I had. This was at my biggest and I never EVER want to get there again

I cant wait to have my bypass