Lol,dont worry those thoughts do gradually go away not saying you wont be tempted but its impossible to each anything in real bulk after the operation.Thats not to say you cant enjoy nice food when you have fully recovered just small amounts of it.Have you started a pre op diet yet?If you have not might be an idea to start cutting back gradually and look at some healthy options would make it easier for you when your asked to go on the pre op diet.