Hi, I'm Kirsty, banded August 2014. My post op dairy

[sharon2014]

Kirsty that's amazing!! I'm so proud of you!!!!

! I think I have your stall this week lol!!! In my way in and going via bearsden to do bit shopping!!

Let u know how get on xx

 

[Kar8858]

Well done on the loss!!!

 

[Xenia67]

That is excellent news, well done.

 

[kurstywursty]

Well 6 years ago today I got married for the second time

Tonight I need my food more than ever.

We are sitting in our bloody static caravan not talking

By 4pm today, I had eaten 1 liberte yogurt. We had been shopping, I dropped him off at the pub for an hour walked the dogs and went back to get him. He was sitting outside the pub on the phone...I motioned for him to get in the car...he ignored me so I kinda lost it non verbally, making faces and jerking my hand for hi. To get in.

Not spoken since then except for me to explain that I was hungry had walked the dog, gone to the shops for the tea he wanted and now wanted home

So on top of my pot of yoghurt I have now had a large glass of wine and two packet of hula hoops :-(

Wonder how this evening is going to end!

Whoa an A. Hole he is being. Unlike him to hold a grudge

Pre op I would head to the site shop sit In a comfy chair order a coffee and some cake, then some ice cream then some more cake....so want to be able to do that

 

[kurstywursty]

Actually not a good day all round. My staffy lunged at the end of her leash and bit a dog on its nose. It's the most placid blind labradoodle in a smoky grey colour. Just a big teddy and my little horror drew blood. I had to get out the car after our argument and go and see the owners again to see he was ok...have been stressed out all day. Feel such a failure with this wee dog. She is a rescue and can be vile with other dogs. I work so hard to train her, modify her behavious and control her....today I suck at that :-(

 

[sharon2014]

Well 6 years ago today I got married for the second time Tonight I need my food more than ever. We are sitting in our bloody static caravan not talking By 4pm today, I had eaten 1 liberte yogurt. We had been shopping, I dropped him off at the pub for an hour walked the dogs and went back to get him. He was sitting outside the pub on the phone...I motioned for him to get in the car...he ignored me so I kinda lost it non verbally, making faces and jerking my hand for hi. To get in. Not spoken since then except for me to explain that I was hungry had walked the dog, gone to the shops for the tea he wanted and now wanted home So on top of my pot of yoghurt I have now had a large glass of wine and two packet of hula hoops :-( Wonder how this evening is going to end! Whoa an A. Hole he is being. Unlike him to hold a grudge Pre op I would head to the site shop sit In a comfy chair order a coffee and some cake, then some ice cream then some more cake....so want to be able to do that

Aww Kirsty I'm sorry your having a rubbish day! hopefully you can get things resolved and enjoy the rest of your weekend!?

Try to stay ontrack as best u can, remember how far you come and how well u been!!

Don't beat urself up over the things u already ate as we can't change that...

Sorry about your wee dog...it's hard to train them when someone has been horrible to them in the past...but your doing a great thing training her to be good! Hopefully the other wee dog is ok!

We should catch up in few weeks!! Xx

 

[Bear]

Oh Kirsty, hope you and The A hole can star getting on tonight. Maybe meet halfway with the apologies and then remember the reasons you loved and married him 6 years ago.

As for the food, there's no harm in the coffee. And just think, if you do binge - it'll just all come back up. :-(

Xxxx

 

[Kar8858]

Oh god i feel so bad but your stories have given me a right chuckle!!! Oh bless you...i can just see you gesticulating from the car..i can see myself doing it and swearing away!!
Sorry your dog is a beggar..id have given her a hiding for that if my dog had done that. With new dog laws you could end up in bother too..
I hope you enjoy the rest of your weekend, put the fall out behind you and get celebrating your anniversary!! Bit of who bit of ha!! Whoha!!!

 

[BandedHun]

Ahhh Kirsty no. So sorry u had an awful day. Babe all I can say is we all have these days with our OHs... The only thing I bare in mind when I get mad, moody or argue-y is that life is short and God forbid something happened on a row or bad feelings - it would not and never have been worth it.

Hope everything's ok and things get back to normality sooner rather than later and great for coming on here and recognising those binge pasts that we all have done in tough days , weeks and months ..... Big hugs xxx

 

[kurstywursty]

So I am still an emotional eater!

Never sorted it out with hubby last night. Spent the night in the spare room. Worst wedding anniversary ever.
I
Talking today hut I'm still raw

I have grazed my way through al, of last night and all of today and tonight...there is no way I will get away with this on the scales :-( as I gave been eating sweets, hula hoops drinking wine. Yuk!

So a lot of resolve to get back on to it tomorrow

Wish me luck

 

[Llora]

Good luck for tomorrow! But i am sure you will go back to being good again easier than you think

Hope you and your husband resolve the problem fully and you wont need to be upset about it anymore.

 

[kurstywursty]

Thanks Llora. I'm just so scared because I have done this. I thought my days of this constant eating were behind me :-(

 

[Crystalrainbow]

Climb back on Kirsty hunni x x x your not alone sweetheart, once an emotional eater always an emotional eater. The best thing is recognising it and trying to put coping strategies in place for next time ....... Just put it behind you chin up and move forwards because ultimately the only one your hurting is yourself. That empty raw feeling which is eating you up will soon fade promise nurture yourself sweetheart sending some Reiki tonight x x x x

 

[Llora]

Thanks Llora. I'm just so scared because I have done this. I thought my days of this constant eating were behind me :-(

Dont be too harsh on yourself. You need to stay possitive and put this weekend eating behind yourself. Only then you will be able to go back to the healthy good eating. Thats the beauty of all this. Yes you didnt make the best choices today, but you cant change it now so dont punish yourself for it. Tomorrow is a new day and you can start in the morning to make good choices again. And i am sure you will. You have enough motivation and knowledge

 

[Kar8858]

Don't be down you will sort things out..throw out the wine and bloody hoopla hoops! They are the devils work!!!

 

[sharon2014]

Tomorrow Is a new day love...try to focus on how far you come!!

Karina advice is good...I try not to have anything I'd be tempted to eat in the house xx

 

[alfiemoomin]

Get back on ya bike girl.... consider looking for someone about emotional eating after Xmas as part of this change. You've gifted you self the band and alongside you could gift yourself the councilling sessions to go along side this. X

 

[kurstywursty]

Thanks girls x. Feeling more positive this morning. And on a positive note...all that eating gifted me a wonderful poo this morning

 

[sharon2014]

Thanks girls x. Feeling more positive this morning. And on a positive note...all that eating gifted me a wonderful poo this morning

Lol there's always a bright side to everything!! xx

 

[Kar8858]

Have you thought of being hypnotised so that you think wine and hoopla hoops are contaminated with disease?!? That might put you off!
Well done on the movement!