kurstywursty
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I think so too Sharon. Looked totally frumpy in this photo. Thanks babe x
Hi girls. I'm at the van without scales and I'm feeling really fat!
I have not been weighing or logging as per advice from my dietitian. But I am trying too do a rough count in my head. I am worried that I am not staying within 1000 cals. So I am going to go back to logging on MFP tomorrow. I'm feeling a little bit out of control...crazy eh? I'm having thoughts about not being able to loss any more weight. The statistics say that folks only loss half of their excess weight and that's me hit half my target
Will feel better when. Get back home. Going to start on my cross trainer for half an hour each day. Walk the dogs for an hour and try to gym or swim on a Monday and Friday. I think that will make me feel better in my head. Though some days I just can't get the gumption together to move my lardy ass of the couch lol
On a positive note. I was out at Gretna Gateway outlet village. I tried on loads of stuff in Rallph Lauren. And the stuff fitted me...size Large! Not even the XL. I am afraid to say that I bought a navy blazer. It is wearable but a tad neater tha n I would like it to be but the shoulders are nice and neat and I think I could wear it down 2 or three sizes. That is me a 16 in most things now. Which is amazing considering a fortnight ago I was an 18. So if that is me a 16 then the jacket should fit me if I ever get to a 12. Which I would dearly love to do. I wandered about for an hour arguing with myself about spending the money on it. It was half the RRP in the outlet but not on sale. I hate buying stuff without a sale sticker.
I also desperately needed a skirt for work as I am still wearing a 20. I picked up a nice we suit skirt for £15 so was happy I got a sale bargain - size 16
I tried on loads of dresses in Roman Originals. I could get in to all the 16s some fit great, some were a tad neat round the tum area
We have slaters menswear in Glasgow. It's a bit of an institution. I think they may have branched out in some other city's. Most men in the Glasgow area head to slaters if they are looking for a suit. They branched out into woman's work wear but it was not a great success and they stopped selling it. They have a clearance warehouse which opens every last Saturday of each month. On Saturday we went out to get Lindsay a suit and low and behold, the were getting rid of all the woman's stock. It was mostly tiny sizes 6 and 8 the 20+. I did f ind some size 12 suit jackets and blazers. All items were £5 in a final clearance (as I said they are no longer doing woman's clothes). I took three size 12 gorgeous jackets. I figured that at £5 each it was worth the gamble I would get in to them. The price tags for all three were £270
So on top of my Friday boot shopping, I have spent a fortune....all on my credit card :-( I am seriously considering cutting my cards up as I actually think, now I can fit into regular sized clothes, I am becoming a bit compulsive about shopping
So while I am feeling a bit bloated and fat, it was great to try on all the size 16s
I have a Gyn situation and am bleeding constantly. Have been since 12 September. It is normally very light but today has gotten heavier an I have cramp :-( so I think I might be a bit hormonal. I know this is nothing sinister, I am under a professor and have been thoroughly checked out. It is an age thing! But it gets me down a bit
So a big long moan from me...
Night night girlies xx