Hi Gina, sorry to hear you are struggling hun. 13lbs is fantastic and you should be so proud of yourself. just count down the days and you will soon be a bander! try to keep positive your long awaited journey is just around the corner. also the weighing thing is hard to find a balance with i know. i try now to only weigh myself once a week or otherwise if i don't see them move down i feel really disheartened. keep up all your hard work xx