Back in hospital..
This setback has really got to me....I mean how much more rubbish do you ahve to take fgs?
All i can say is that i hope above all hope you get sorted soon and on the road-finally- to recovery instead of being treated like a 2nd class citizen. You are one strong willed lady and we're all behind you here.It's one thing having a few complications...but the way you've been treated is nothing short of despicable.
Take care
Andy x
Hi everyone, sorry Ive not been around, but after my last post I have been readmitted into hospital. It appears I am now having a reaction to the stents in place which is causing the sickness and I have been advised that these need to come out ASAP.
After I was admitted, I was sent to have a CT Scan, waited over an hour to be told I couldnt have one because Id had one 3 weeks prior and had my quota allowed in a selected time frame. So the aim of the scan to detect where the fluid was going to, had I an internal collection etc.. was foiled. Instead I had another gastrograffin swallow ~(hey it was a drink, despite making me hurl afterwards). I was advised by my team that I am still leaking and that the stents in place are only redirecting approx 60% of fluid swallowed into the stomach, and 40% is going down the side of the stent into the leak site. So Ive had all these stents fitted and theyre not positioned correctly, and theyre not directing the fluid as they should so the past 10 weeks have been a waste of everyones time and a needless heartache.
I was advised 12 days ago that I would have to goto endoscopic theatre this coming monday to have them removed, and they would glue the leak site and clip it to seal it off. On tuesday this week, my surgeon came and confirmed it would be monday lunch time that the procedure would take place and they would try help with the continual sickness to help get me home for the weekend.
I have been given cyclizine, andanzatron (?) and metroclopazide to cope with the sickness, and morphine for the pain but its not helping.
Wednesday morning my surgeon came to see me again and advised that they dont think they would be able to remove the stents by endoscopy, if they get them out it may cause a further leak or increase the current leak and leave them with no choice but to open me up to seal the leak and they wouldnt be able to do that. So surgery is off for monday, and the master plan is now that I will have to goto theatre in 4-6 weeks and I have to remain in hospital during this time.
This is due to having to wait for scar tissue from previous procedures not being viable enough to be worked with, so if they opened me up now the tissue would be unworkable and they wouldnt be able to staple, sew or glue me back together properly.
this procedure involves opening me up, unpicking the staples around the stomach, taking the stents out, and then restapling the stomach back together. My bowel will be stitched into the opening where the leak is to seal that off and hopefully put an end to everything.
Crushed is an understatement, as is the word devestated but I cant do anything. Its been unbearable this week with the heat, not being able to swill my mouth, take a drink. Im still 100% nil by mouth and continually sick.
Yesterday they cancelled my weekend leave and told me as they cant control my sickness in hospital and am not able to tolerate my feed via NJ tube I cant go home. Having had a rant this morning theyve agreed to send me home for a few hours for a change of scenery.
With regards to the Nutricia feed through the NJ, I cant tolerate the protein plus, Ive been changed to Nutricia Energy and I cant tolerate this either. Ive been waiting for the dieticien to come see me since Tuesday as Ive refused to have the feed 24/7 as all I do is sit with my head in a sick bowl all day and all night. Oddly enough since I havent had the feed the sickness has lessened, however Im still being violently ill.
thursday Doctors fitted a syringe driver into my stomach to administer metroclopazide at a continual rate throughout the day to try lessen the sickness. Its had no effect. I was forced to wait by my hospital bed waiting for the dieticien AND a counciller (psychiatric nurse) to come talk to me about the feed and the whole situation, but nobody came. I like to wonder round the hospital gardens, but again yesterday I was grounded to my bed waiting for the dieticien and the nurse, but again, nobody showed up, they cant come until monday.
After having a rant today, they let me home for a few hours, and being able to play here in the garden with my nieces and nephew is taking my mind off things. just dam this glorious weather as I cant have a nice glass of water or icecream which the kids keep trying to feed me.
Thank god I have a wonderful family, and support from you guys. Thanks.. x